I am.

I am the kind of boy who just closes their eyes and leaps.
Dangerous! of course, and most of the times it is not worth it!
However, I'm sure following my at-times-damaged instinct will pay off.
Some people do not understand why my childish ways are so repetitive in me, but it is just the way I am. I don't wanna change that. I believe in love, and maybe I'm too much of a delusional guy, but I really think a happily ever after is possible. Of course, my concept of "happily ever after" is quite different from what people conceive on their minds. I truly believe in "building" in a team. Commitment, decisions, and those elements which stick two people together cannot be missing in a relationship (i guess). For what it is worth, I do not know anything, nor anybody!!!!!!! :P

Broken hearted

The thingy here is that that sounds like a cliché, and I hate it, but it is so true.
I just put my heart and my life on my hands, I offer them to him, he just walks away.
How unfair, right?
I thought he was the one, the perfect one. I thought he was perfect.
Piece of news! HE AIN'T. Cuz he doesn't love me.
What to do when you can't accept he is not a part of your life, he won't share nothing with you.
What to do with the anger that grows on your heart, when you get angry at him, angry at you, angry at everyone.
What to do when you want something so badly with all your heart you could even negociate your gifts just to be with him forever.
What to do when you are just depressed, don't want anything, don't want to want anything different.
What to do when the acceptance time comes, and you just don't want to accept things.

How to see things from his point of view. "he just doesn't feel it".
Really? how does that work?
I wish there were answers, and even better, solutions cuz I just want to vanish. Dig a hole, sth, you see.
No matter what real things are, no matter how well he explained how it couldn't be possible, the only image on my mind is him. Him walking away from me. Him telling me, I don't want your heart, I won't share my life with you, I just wanna be your friend, the one you'll always love and desire, but also the one whom you'll never get. Right?
Not right. Not at all.

What to do when things go wrong, which means, what to do everyday?
How to forget when it is not an option.
Where to look when I don't want to open my eyes.
Whom to talk to when nobody notices how miserable you feel.
Of course, no one does. Right?
anywho.